My name is Courtney Copsey

 My name is Courtney.. I always wonder what makes me, me and than I understand it's experience. It's love, it's hate, it's trauma and it's even death. For the most of us it's trauma and grief. Than again trauma comes with grief. Grief comes from more than just death. It come's to a point where you sit there and just say "I'm just a person..". It comes with the "why me"?, it comes with  the "Why does the lord think I can handle this?" There is so many questions no one can answer. The death of a loved one, or the emotional and physical abuse of someone who you thought loved you or that you can trust. I don't understand my feelings, and those who understand there feelings, just be great full. Because for the most of us, it runs and ruins our lives and we don't understand. We aren't capable of this, we have addictions and other things that we live with every single day. We have regrets and things that we are insecure...